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Quote of the Day

2011-01-02T20:20:00.000-05:00

"Indeed, there is no middle ground between these two: either the world must become worthless to us or hold us bound by intemperate love of it. Accordingly, if we have any concern for eternity, we must strive diligently to strike off these evil fetters." ~ John Calvin

Quote of the Day

2010-09-21T22:29:00.000-04:00

"He liked as he liked; he seems to have like everybody, but especially those whom everybody disliked him for liking." ~ G.K. Chesterton on St. Francis of Assisi

Quote of the Day

2010-09-09T12:03:00.000-04:00

"For the Son of God, the incarnation meant a whole new set of relationships: with his father and mother; with his brothers and sisters; with his disciples; with the scribes, the Pharisees and the Sadducees; with Roman soldiers and with lepers and prostitutes. It was within these relationships that he lived his incarnate life, experiencing pain, poverty and temptation; witnessing squalor and brutality; hearing obscenities and profanities and the hopeless cry of the oppressed. He lived not in sublime detachment or in ascetic isolation, but 'with us', as 'the fellowman of all men', crowded, busy, harassed, stressed and molested. No large estate gave him space, no financial capital guaranteed his daily bread, no personal staff protected him from interruptions and no power or influence protected him from injustice. He saved us from alongside us."

~ Donald Macleod, The Person of Christ

There and Back Again

2010-09-06T22:03:00.000-04:00

It's been about two weeks since I've been back and it's taken me this long to sit down and write about the trip. Probably part of that is because I wrote so many blog posts during our trip (you can read them all here) that I got blog-posted out. Part of it is also that I'm working 25 hours a week and taking three grad classes so that pretty much consumes all my time. But I think part of it is also that I don't really know what to say. I've done these kind of trips so many times that I don't feel like I've returned with anything terribly profound or life-changing. Not to say that it wasn't a great trip, in fact it was, one of the best short-term trips I've helped lead. The team was phenomenal, willing to open themselves up and get to know complete strangers, incredibly flexible to serve in any capacity needed, and awesomely adventurous, willing to try new things and experiences. But in helping lead teams like this I put more and more of my attention on how things go for the team and less and less on my own experience. I've been there before and I'm fairly confident I'll go back again, so I do everything I can to help the team have the best trip possible. I help plan fun and meaningful activities. I engage in conversations asking questions to help them evaluate what they're learning and experiencing. I spend hours updating the blog and posting pictures while they're off doing ministry. I do these things because I'm a team leader and the trip is not about me. So when people back home ask me about my trip I have very different answers then they might expect if I had gone on this trip for me. I talk much less about what we did and what I learned and much more about how the team did and what they learned. My highlights are when I can share things that I've come to enjoy with the rest of the team (like rusks and strawberry heavenly bars!) and they enjoy them too. Those are the kinds of things that have become far more important to me. But I don't think supporters and friends back home always understand that, so for me it's been a process of coming to terms that that's ok. So yeah, it was a great trip. Yeah, I wish I was still there. But for now I'm here and quite content that everyone else on the team had the best trip possible. That makes my trip a great success.

Back to Africa

2010-08-05T19:32:00.000-04:00

The countdown couldn't have gone any slower but it's finally time! Bright and early tomorrow morning I head out to the airport on my way to NY where I'll converge with the rest of our team heading to Namibia. In total there are 13 of us from 5 different states who make up the Nam2010 team. I won't be able to keep up with this blog while I'm gone but you can follow along with our trip at http://nam2010.blogspot.com. We'll make updates about our latest ministry activities and stories along with pictures and hopefully some videos. Please join us on the blog and leave me some love in the comments section!

Life Lessons from a Polar Bear

2010-07-18T15:50:00.000-04:00

On Friday we took the Club kids to the zoo for the afternoon to traipse around through the heat seeing all the different wildlife. We only had a few hours so, being with the boys group, we wanted to see everything that has teeth. We saw bears, cougars, lions, gorillas, gators, anything that could kill something. For the most part they were all pretty lazy just chillin in the shade, hiding from the heat and the endless gawkers. The polar bear was the exception, escaping the heat in his arctic pool, showing off for the crowds with his ball. The difference between the zoo and a place like Etosha Wildlife Park in Namibia is that at the zoo the animals are in the cages and the people wander around. In Etosha, it's the people who are in the cages (cars) while the animals wander around. This is the first time I've been to a zoo since I first went to Etosha. The animals themselves are no less captivating. I'm sure I could sit and watch them for hours. But I found myself feeling kinda sorry for the animals held captive in cramped enclosures for the viewing pleasure of endless tourists, especially for the solo ones like the polar bear who had no one around to play with. It makes me glad to have a purpose in life. It reminds me that I'm here for more than just eating and sleeping and entertaining. It challenges me to make the most of the time that I have. It encourages me to look beyond myself and make a difference in the lives of others. And if I get all that from a trip to the zoo, then maybe these animals have more purpose than it originally seems.

Photo of the Day

2010-07-05T19:58:00.000-04:00

For Independence day this year I joined some friends at Pops in the Park, a free concert by the Charlotte Symphony. Afterwards they had a pretty cool fireworks display. Being my first Independence Day with my DSLR camera I had fun playing with the settings trying to get some good shots. See for yourself, there's more over on my flickr page.

Kids say the darndest things

2010-06-24T21:18:00.000-04:00

Sometimes you can't help but laugh out loud. This conversation took place during our afternoon devotion time in the un-air conditioned chapel...

Kids: It's sooo hot in here!
Don: I know a place where it's even hotter.
Kids: The desert?
Don: No, the place where the devil lives.
Josiah: Mississippi?

:)

8 Ways to be Missional

2010-06-01T22:11:00.000-04:00

I ran across this article by Jonathan Dodson that offers some great, practical ideas on how to be purposeful about interacting with non-Christians and sharing life with them. Mostly I think they're great ideas because at one time or another I've done them all and know their value from personal experience. You can find the original article here. But for everyone else, here's the list...

Eat with Non-Christians. We all eat three meals a day. Why not make a habit of sharing one of those meals with a non-Christian or with a family of non-Christians? Go to lunch with a co-worker, not by yourself. Invite the neighbors over for family dinner. If it’s too much work to cook a big dinner, just order pizza and put the focus on conversation. When you go out for a meal, invite a non-Christian friend. Or take your family to family-style restaurants where you can sit at the table with strangers and strike up conversations (Mighty Fine Burgers, Buca di Peppo, The Blue Dahlia, etc). Have cookouts and invite Christians and non-Christians. Flee the Christian subculture.
Walk, Don’t Drive. If you live in a walkable area, make a practice of getting out and walking around your neighborhood, apartment complex, or campus. Instead of driving to the mailbox, convenience store, or apartment office, walk to get mail, groceries, and stuff. Be deliberate in your walk. Say hello to people you don’t know. Strike up conversations. Attract attention by walking the dog, taking a 6-pack (and share), bringing the kids. Make friends. Get out of your house! Last night I spend an hour outside gardening with my family. We had good conversations with 3-4 neighbors. Take interest in your neighbors. Ask questions. Engage. Pray as you go. Save some gas, the planet.
Be a Regular. Instead of hopping all over the city for gas, groceries, haircuts, eating out, and coffee, go to the same places. Get to know the staff. Go to the same places at the same times. Smile. Ask questions. Be a regular. I have friends at coffee shops all over the city. My friends at Starbucks donate a ton of left over pastries to our church 2-3 times a week. We use for church gatherings and occasionally give to the homeless. Build relationships. Be a Regular.
Hobby with Non-Christians. Pick a hobby that you can share. Get out and do something you enjoy with others. Try City League sports. Local rowing and cycling teams. Share your hobby by teaching lessons. Teach sewing lessons, piano lessons, violin, guitar, knitting, tennis lessons. Be prayerful. Be intentional. Be winsome. Have fun. Be yourself.
Talk to Your Co-workers. How hard is that? Take your breaks with intentionality. Go out with your team or task force after work. Show interest in your co-workers. Pick four and pray for them. Form mom’s groups in your neighborhood and don’t make them exclusively non-Christian. Schedule play dates with the neighbors’ kids. Work on mission.
Volunteer with Non-Profits. Find a non-profit in your part of the city and take Saturday a month to serve your city. Bring your neighbors, your friends, or your small group. Spend time with your church serving your city. Once a month. You can do it!
Participate in City Events. Instead of playing X-Box, watching TV, or surfing the net, participate in city events. Go to fundraisers, festivals, clean-ups, summer shows, and concerts. Participate missionally. Strike up conversation. Study the culture. Reflect on what you see and hear. Pray for the city. Love the city. Participate with the city.
Serve your Neighbors. Help a neighbor by weeding, mowing, building a cabinet, fixing a car. Stop by the neighborhood association or apartment office and ask if there is anything you can do to help improve things. Ask your local Police and Fire Stations if there is anything you can do to help them. Get creative. Just serve!

Quote of the Day

2010-06-01T11:02:00.000-04:00

"Either we ought to stop spreading the gospel or conform to its teaching amidst such a needy cloud of witnesses as Central Africa presents."
~ from A History of Christianity in Africa by Elizabeth Isichei, regarding missionaries' extravagant living conditions while their congregations remained in poverty

Quote of the Day

2010-05-24T14:05:00.000-04:00

"Much of their time and strength was devoted to the maintenance of a quasi-western lifestyle."
~ from A History of Christianity in Africa by Elizabeth Isichei, regarding early European missionaries to Africa and their failure to attract many converts

One month later

2010-05-20T13:51:00.000-04:00

Finals are finished, semester's over! Assuming I pass everything (no reason I shouldn't baring some unknown heresy) I'll be a third of the way through my program, which means at this rate I'll be here another 2 years. Hopefully making some progress with online classes through my summers will drop that to a year and a half. Not too shabby!

I've been at my job almost a month now. It's been interesting to say the least. There's maybe 3 white kids, 4 Hispanic kids, and about 40 black kids. At first I thought that meant it'd be like hanging out at the Ark in Namibia, only with more kids. But the more I'm with this group I'm realizing I need a whole new education. I wouldn't say they're inner city, but definitely more urban than this country white boy is used to. They have me, probably the most unqualified guy on staff, teaching the Street Smarts curriculum. I may look different than them, and talk different than them, but I was reminded that love is a universal language. Every kid, no matter how hard they may seem, still wants to be loved. At the end of the day, I think I'm starting to figure things out and they're starting to get used to me. Cross-cultural education is best accomplished through immersion, and that's a pretty steep learning curve.

Lastly, I have two concerts coming up on June 4th (Charlotte) and 19th (Raleigh). They're both fundraising shows for my trip to Namibia this summer. I'm preparing some good new stuff. If you live close I'd love to have you come out. If not, I'd love your prayers that God would continue to provide as He always does.

I think that pretty much catches me up with everything that's gone on while I've been buried in my end of semester work. Hopefully I can keep up with this a little better over the summer. Here's hoping.

The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective

2010-04-21T21:37:00.000-04:00

I would like to say a special thanks to all who have been faithfully praying for me to find a job since I came to North Carolina. This coming Monday I will start as a Program Aide for the after-school programs at the Boys & Girls Club! I'll stay on through the summer and work with their day camps. When I interviewed for the position a few weeks back they had me stay after to observe their program a bit. The whole thing was so amazing! It'll involve some tutoring, teaching a workshop here and there, and just hanging out. It's pretty much all black kids so it totally reminded me of hanging out at the Ark in Namibia. Not only that, but the four remaining classes I need to take in the fall are all scheduled for the morning or evening, so I can both work and still take classes next fall! God totally provided just the right job for me. He is faithful! Thanks again to all who've been praying.

No news is good news

2010-04-11T19:47:00.000-04:00

I was out doing homework at the park the other day. A couple walked up to the lake shore with their dog, near to where two geese were minding their own business. The guy bent down and took the dog's leash off, to which the dog promptly bounded into the lake after these two geese. Despite desperately trying to call him back the couple spent the next few minutes watching helplessly as their dog swam away after these geese. When he finally determined he would never catch them, he turned back to his calling owners. I have just one question, What'd you think he was gonna do!?

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I was utterly surprised and overjoyed this afternoon when I discovered one of my favorite songs was finally available for download! David Crowder's independently released album called "All I Can Say" has up until now been safely hidden in the CD collections of those dedicated fans who've been following him from the very beginning. But now it's available to the masses, much to my glee. There are a few original versions of songs that he has since released on other albums and a few precious gems you won't find anywhere else. I encourage you to check it out!

Quote of the Day

2010-04-01T21:48:00.000-04:00

"You can read night time books in the day too."
~ some random kid to his dad at the library

"It's not the man who commends himself that God esteems."

2010-03-30T21:49:00.000-04:00

I've been waiting for something extra special to use for my 100th post so I guess today will fit the bill. Today wasn't the kind of day you go through thinking this is phenomenal, but looking back it's the many little joys that make up a great day.

This morning we had a guest speaker, Alistair Begg, for a lecture series at the seminary. His messages were about the posture of a leader, things like humility, a sense of personal inadequacy, and the strength of weakness. He challenged us, in his Scottish accent, not to have everything figured out but to rely on the sovereign God of the universe, along the way taking some stabs at a few of todays popular Christian authors. I got to chat with him personally for a few minutes during the coffee break and his disposition exemplified that humble confidence of which he spoke.

After the lectures I hit Chick-fil-a for lunch on my way to a job interview. Chick-fil-a in itself makes any day a good day, but on top of that I had a coupon for a free sandwich! The job interview was for a position as a Program Aide at the Boys & Girls Club. They asked me if I could stick around for the after-school club so they could see how I related to the kids. For three hours I hung out with a bunch of west-side black kids helping with homework, watching them on the computers, playing pool. It almost felt like I was back in Africa. I felt more at home with those kids then I do in some of my seminary classes. Even if I don't get the job, I've found a place where I'll go back and volunteer for sure.

Eventually I had to tear myself away from teaching Briana and Gavin how to play pool to head to my evening class. Even class tonight was pretty good. We started in on talking about the NT canon, how we know the books that we have are really the right books. Tonight we went over the Roman Catholic view. Talks like that make me a little overwhelmed at how much our congregations need to know regarding the attacks they'll face from the world. But on the other hand, it stirs in me a passion to teach the truth. And that's exactly how I know there's no other job I would rather do.

So today was definitely a good dose of contentment and worthy of my 100th post.

Do some people just not realize?

2010-03-21T19:48:00.000-04:00

Yesterday the weather was sunny and 70s so I decide to hit the park for the afternoon. I grabbed my guitar, a picnic dinner, and a book to enjoy the sun and the peace and quiet. I settled in on a bench off in the corner of the park away from most of the action.

A short while later this older blonde lady with too much makeup startled me from behind asking, "Have you seen Norman around?" Her eyes darted amongst the trees so I quickly gathered she was looking for a squirrel whom she had affectionately named. I assumed once she didn't see him she would move along to another bench. But no, she started making small talk about her squirrel friends, pulled out a jar of peanuts and began sprinkling them around on the ground and on the bench.

Now I'm thinking, 'Lady, are you serious? The last thing I want is a bunch of squirrels crawling around while I'm trying to enjoy the peace and quiet! As soon as she leaves I'm chucking those nuts in the woods.'

Then she sat down on the other end of the bench and made herself comfortable waiting for her squirrels to show up.

'You've gotta be kidding me. Do some people really not realize how socially awkward they're being?'

She asked me, "So, how'd you happen to pick this bench?"

"Cause it's away from people," I replied.

"Oh me too."

'Can't even take a hint?'

"For weeks I used to see a guy sitting over here all by himself. Finally I came over and asked him if he was depressed." He was the one who introduced her to the squirrels. 'Great, two people that talk to squirrels.'

"Are you depressed?"

"No."

She proceeded to tell me her story of how she was waiting for her daughter to go walking and how she had been widowed twice but her current husband thinks the world of her. 'I would hope so.' I got the rundown of the kids but unfortunately ('Fortunately.') she left her wallet in the car so she didn't have the pictures. She asked me questions here and there and by this time I'd resigned myself to the fact that she was staying put so I politely played along. Not long ago a guy had broken her heart (coincidentally his name was Mike too) but he said upfront he wasn't marriage material so she should've known better.

"If he broke your heart, why do you keep thinking about him?"

"That's a very good question," she replied.

Eventually her daughter came and they went for their walk, but I couldn't help thinking, 'Some people really have no idea, do they.'

Yet in the course of our conversation I came to realize that she didn't join me because she thought I was lonely. It was her. Maybe she just needed somebody to listen, somebody who hadn't written her off yet. Maybe sometimes the heartbreak gets to be so much you just gotta let somebody know, even if it's a complete stranger. Sure, I know some people are just crazy and some really are socially awkward, but maybe it would make a difference if we were all a little more socially awkward. Maybe not a difference to the world, but maybe a world of difference to that one lonely person.

A few times she said she felt sorry for me having to sit there and listen to her life story, so I think she did realize. I just don't think she cared. I think maybe she was just lonely.

The Talented Mr. Knight

2010-03-14T17:22:00.000-04:00

Have you ever tried Googling your name? Apparently I'm quite famous in a number of venues. I rock the daytime soaps with a leading role in "All My Children." As an unsigned R&B artist from Seattle I put out an album last year called "Chasing the Lights." I'm an Atlanta-based fashion designer and was a finalist in Season 3 of "Project Runway." I have a used-car dealership and a double-chin down in Waco, TX. I race cars during my free time which won me the 2007 Eriez Speedway Championship. My groundbreaking novel titled "The Taqwacores" started an underground Muslim punk rock subculture. I also stay involved in ministry as a church planter with my home-school family over in Clayton where I named my ministry after myself. My hobbies include abstract painting, playing minor league hockey for the Johnstown Chiefs, and of course driving around in my wicked cool car saving the world. It's nice to know the real me is safely hidden somewhere past search results page 10. Don't forget to buy a t-shirt!

Photo of the Day

2010-02-26T22:24:00.000-05:00

This goes out to all my friends up north who are without power today.

Yes, we get snow here too. But not today. Today was sunny and 50. :)

Why does sanctification have to be so expensive?

2010-02-19T20:15:00.000-05:00

Every now and then everybody needs something in life to remind them they're not perfect. As one of my professors says, "It's for your sanctification." Well for me, that was today....

When you're low on income you try to take every shortcut you can. So when the "Oil Change Required" warning came up on my car, rather than spend $25-30 at a Quick Lube place I swung over to Walmart to pick up a filter and enough oil to do the job myself. This warm sunny day I gathered my tools and equipment convinced I could score an easy victory and call it a successful afternoon. After all, I've changed my own oil before so I knew what I was doing, and plus I was being financially responsible. I emptied my oil pan without too much of a mess. The filter was off and the new one back on easy enough. I confidently refilled the tank with my new oil proudly considering the efficiency of my accomplishment. I started the engine and hit the system check button on my dash. That's when I heard the awful sound. It was just a computerized beep tone, but it was a beep that meant something was horribly wrong. The message read "Oil Pressure Low" and a glance to see the pressure gauge bottomed out confirmed it. That could only mean one thing. I quickly turned the car off and went around the passenger side to see, sure enough, 5-quarts of brand new oil streaming down the inclined parking lot. I quickly spent a whole roll of paper towels mopping up as much as I could hoping nobody would drive by.

A humbling hour and another 5-quarts later I finally got my car back in working order. It turned out I didn't notice the old gasket was still stuck on when I screwed the new filter on so it didn't make a solid seal. Fortunately, it was an easy fix. Unfortunately, I didn't end up saving any money after all. At least it's a mistake I won't make again, so maybe it will pay off in the long run.

Semester Two

2010-02-04T21:27:00.000-05:00

The first week of my second semester ends with that overwhelming feeling you get when you receive all your syllabi at once and realize how much you actually have to do. I have four classes this semester which all seem pretty cool. I have Hebrews-Revelation with a professor who talks faster than John Moschitta. I have Genesis-Joshua with my professor from Archaeology last semester which I really enjoyed. Then I have an Applied Apologetics course which is somewhat of an extension of the Apologetics course I took over our winter term. And lastly I have a class called Advanced Biblical Exegesis which is basically a fancy way of saying how the Bible works together as a whole. Overall it should be good material and the papers I have to write seem interesting enough. In Gen-Josh I have to compare and contrast the blessings Jacob gave to his 12 sons with the blessings Moses gave to the 12 tribes of Israel before they entered the promised land. In Applied Apologetics I'll write a critical book review of a book written by someone with an anti-Christian worldview. And I haven't picked my Heb-Rev topic yet, but since I get to choose I'll make sure it's interesting. Then come May 18th and I'll be over a third of the way through my program!

Quote of the Day

2010-01-14T15:05:00.000-05:00

“With regard to Jesus there are only two possible modes of behavior: either to believe that in him God encounters us or to nail him to the cross as a blasphemer. There is no third way.”
~ Horst Georg Pohlmann regarding Christ's claims to divine authority

Quote of the Day

2010-01-13T22:06:00.000-05:00

"If you're not rich then you're not eccentric, you're just weird."

When God Came Near

2010-01-12T12:04:00.000-05:00

I just posted a new song up on my Pure Volume page. You can follow the link under the music tab above to hear it. On the profile page click on the Christmas album and it's called "When God Came Near." This is one I started writing last Christmas, but then put it on the shelf for the year. I pulled it back out last month and added the finishing touches. It speaks to some of the great oxymorons of the Christian faith. Hope you enjoy it. Come out to a Christmas show sometime and you might get to hear it live!

Wildcard Weekend - vs. Baltimore Ravens

2010-01-10T20:12:00.000-05:00

Well, I suppose I have to do one last entry to wrap things up. I've decided it's easier to watch a well fought game and lose in the last seconds then to watch the entire game knowing you're going to lose. From 4 and a half minutes when we went down 14-0 I knew it was over. They had no spirit, no fight, and it showed. I knew after the Saints game that this wasn't gonna be a year for a Super Bowl run, but it would be nice to at least make it past the Wildcard Round! I guess this just goes to show we were the Team of the Decade in the 2000s. So far in the 2010s, we're 0-2. Glad to get to the offseason. Time to retool for another run.

Letters to my Students: Concerning Self-discipline

2010-01-05T19:22:00.000-05:00

You know what the problem with microwaves is? Besides, of course, that you can’t put silverware in them. The invention of the microwave oven has destroyed the concept of a good old-fashioned work ethic. It’s the reason I have to describe work ethic as old-fashioned. Work ethic is the idea that anything worth having is worth working for. But who needs that when now we have the microwave oven and a ready-made meal takes two minutes and the touch of a button. Psychologists call it “instant gratification.” Your parents probably call it impatient and lazy.

I never was one for hard work. My freshman year in high school I was thinking about trying out for the basketball team. That was until somebody told me the coach made the team run to the top of the four-level parking garage and back down, over…and over…and over. The most dreaded conditioning for soccer tryouts was the infamous 5 mile run at preseason training camp. I had never run anywhere close to five miles in my entire life. My first two years I was convinced the coaches just wanted to torture us and weed out the weak. But eventually I came around to see it as a challenge. The conditioning wasn’t just torture, but it was to make us better. By my senior year, I was no longer trying to get out of it, but trying to beat my previous best time.

If you look at the people that are the best in their particular fields, it’s because they worked hard at it. Michael Phelps didn’t win eight gold medals by deciding one day, ‘Hey, that’d be cool.’ Olympic athletes train for years and work hard to become the best in the world. A musician never stops learning his instrument. He is constantly learning and working hard practicing and refining his skills. All the best athletes, musicians, actors, lawyers, doctors, whatever, they study their specialty and work hard so they can be the best. They understand that there’s something on the other side of the work that makes the pain and long hours worth it all. They won’t settle for ‘good’ just to get out of a few workouts or rehearsals. They know that ‘great’ is only found on the other side of hard work. Why should it be any different concerning godliness?

People don’t work hard for anything anymore, least of all a relationship with God. We seem to think that godliness will spontaneously spring up out of reading a 15 minute devotional and offering up a few prayer requests about our personal needs. And then we wonder why our Christianity seems so shallow and inauthentic. Are there any left who would say their relationship with God is worth working hard for? Real godliness doesn’t just happen; it takes work. It takes the investment of time, of study and prayer, of suffering and doubt. It’s through the discipline of hard work that we find the joys of vivid faith, undaunted trust, true peace, love for our enemies, and so much more.

I’ve always been inspired by the stories of the faith of past saints. It was said of one great preacher that if he knew he would be preaching for 2 hours the next day, he would spend 4 hours in prayer. If he would be preaching 4 hours the next day, he would spend 8 hours on his knees. If he was to preach 6 hours the next day, he would spend 12 hours praying! That takes a discipline and dedication I can only dream of. Paul, arguably one of the most faithful followers of Christ, writes of his own spiritual journey, “Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus” (Phil 3:13-14). That’s the language of self-discipline, of commitment to do whatever it takes to reach the goal.

It’s tough. It’s a struggle. Just like lifting weights isn’t easy at first, but over time you begin to add more weight to the barbell. The muscles get more firm and start to take shape. You may not even realize your progress because it’s slow and gradual. But given enough time you can flex in the mirror and see how much your discipline and hard work have paid off. And that’s something no microwave could ever do for you.

Week Seventeen - @ Houston Texans

2010-01-03T17:03:00.000-05:00

I feel like Bill Belichick in his postgame press conference, I really don't want to talk about this game. Other than a goal line stop, defense was just bad. Granted they didn't have 3 defensive starters playing, but they gave up 21 points in the fourth quarter. You gotta close out games in the playoffs. How we do this month all depends on what defense shows up. Offense was reasonable. Brady, Edelman, Hoyer all did pretty well. It's good to have Fred Taylor back especially with Maroney and Faulk out on the injury list today. All in all, obviously the biggest story is Wes Welker's knee. From his reaction, it looked bad. I'm guessing he's probably done for the season, but we'll find out in a few days. But we've played without him before. Edelman is a good backup. He won't command the double team that Welker would, but he can catch the ball and move the chains. Yes, I think the Patriots can win without Welker. Yes, I think it will require a better all around effort, especially from the defense. That's all there is to say about today. Now we just sit back and see who we get to play next week.

Goodness Precedes Greatness

2010-01-02T22:44:00.000-05:00

A thought provoking article from Jon Foreman, the lead singer/songwriter for Switchfoot. We all know it's high time we redefine the "heroes" of our culture. He just puts it eloquently, like only a poet can do. It's a movement from the bottom up. Give it a read and comment here with your thoughts.

Goodness Precedes Greatness: A Call For New Heroes In Troubled Times

Week Sixteen - vs. Jacksonville Jaguars

2009-12-27T15:48:00.000-05:00

Before todays game I was convinced we'd be done after the first round of the playoffs. After todays game I now think we'll advance to the divisional round. There are two things you need to win playoff games: 1) a solid run game, and 2) good defense. We did both of those things well today. We finally closed out a game with a 12:12 minute drive in the 4th quarter just running it down their throats. Aside from a goal line fumble and a Jacksonville touchdown during clean up time the game was pretty much picture perfect. It's nice to see the defense coming together and stopping one of the premier running backs in the league. This is a team worthy of the AFC East division title that they clinched with the win. This is a team worthy of the 3rd seed in the AFC playoffs which they maintained with the win. This is a team we haven't seen much this season, but if they stick around, they should put up quite a fight in the upcoming playoffs.

Namibia 2010

2009-12-26T19:31:00.000-05:00

This summer my parents are putting together a team to work with His Promise Ministries in Arandis, Namibia. So I decided to join them before my fall semester starts up again next August. We will most likely be working with the orphans and vulnerable children supported by HPM and the ministry's school, Talitha-Kumi Christian Academy. We will also partner with Pastor Tresford and Fabiola Banda and their church, Arandis Christian Center, in the ministries they are involved with. If you're interested in learning more about the team or perhaps even joining us, check out our team blogsite at Nam2010.blogspot.com. Seriously, if you're interested in going, there are spots available. You don't even have to be from Raleigh to go; we'll work it out! There'll be updates to the blogsite building up to and during the trip as usual. Hope you'll follow along with us either in person or online!

Week Fifteen - @ Buffalo Bills

2009-12-20T17:08:00.000-05:00

Another sloppy victory in the books. We're definitely not one of the elite teams in the league, but at least we can beat the bad teams . . . unlike Pittsburgh. The run game looked good today, although it should against the last ranked run defense. I'm also glad they found ways to get Randy involved. It seems the underneath routes are the Pats' bread & butter. They even swapped Welker to the outside to bring Randy underneath. On the other side, the line was getting wrecked with the run, but fortunately we got enough of a lead to force the Bills into throwing the ball. That allowed our depleted defensive line to get some good pressure on the QB. The most glaring disappointment is our fourth quarter offense, and it's not just today. We had the ball three times with opportunities to run down the clock and ice the game, but we couldn't even get the first down. They know we're gonna run so it gets stuffed at the line and we punt it away. We can't seal a victory for anything! We let the Buffalo Bills get within one possession of winning the game . . . the Bills! I still have no confidence in the playoffs, but fortunately with losses to Miami and New York today, our division title is all but wrapped up. Though with Jacksonville and Houston both fighting for their playoff lives, neither of those games will be a gimme.

Ahh 5th grade health

2009-12-17T21:20:00.000-05:00

My youngest brother, Dakota, had his 5th grade health talks this week. You know, those talks we all got in the 5th grade where they tell you about puberty and hand out free sample sticks of deodorant. So tonight at dinner he said, "The one body part on girls that I know about . . . nevermind." To which I responded, "Good choice!" :) He also told me his deodorant, which he can't stop talking about, smells like me. I guess that's a good thing.

Free Christmas Music

2009-12-16T12:54:00.000-05:00

Looking for a cheap Christmas present to give out to friends or family? How about a CD full of free Christmas music! Amazon is offering 30 Christmas songs to download for free! Some of it is worth what you pay for it, but some of it's pretty good, including one of my current favorites, Relient K's "I Celebrate The Day." So go on over to Amazon's free Christmas music downloads and see if there's anything you like! Tell your friends, or don't tell your friends and burn a CD for them instead! Merry Christmas!

Week Fourteen - vs. Carolina Panthers

2009-12-13T16:40:00.000-05:00

Rough win today. This is not a good looking team. We won that game on Panther errors. They had 9 penalties in some key situations. That's why we won, only because we were playing a worse team. Randy Moss was not good. Brady had his issues. Three turnovers! Are you kidding me! The offense could do nothing the entire first half. They finally got it going the second half. Looking for something good, it was nice to see Ben Watson step in as a third receiver. And the running game actually looked good today, aside from Sammy Morris' fumble and 4th down failure. Fred Taylor seems closer to returning every week which will only help matters. If we can make teams respect the run that should help open up the passing game and take some pressure off Brady. Also Wes Welker's got to get his props. The guy's solid and does everything he's asked week in and week out. Defense did their job holding the Cats to 10 points, but it was mostly thanks to an inept offense. There were two easy passes where I know everybody was saying, "Rodney would've made that pick." Truth is, we're definitely missing all that veteran defensive talent and leadership that left in the offseason. That's not something you can draft, but I don't see another Super Bowl ring without it.

Almost there

2009-12-09T13:41:00.000-05:00

Only 3 more finals till Christmas break...and boy am I ready to be done. I finished all my semester work before Thanksgiving so I've had nothing but studying for these finals for the past week and a half. One was a take home, open book essay which rang in at about 8 pages long. I'll take Gospels and Systematic Theology tomorrow which will give me all weekend to study up for Into to Theological Studies which is three 1,000 word essays, ugh. But then I'm off for a whole month during which I'll get a major head start on next semesters reading. Ah the joys of seminary life...

Nice tackle

2009-12-07T08:59:00.000-05:00

The Patriots could use this kid on defense.

Week Thirteen - @ Miami Dolphins

2009-12-06T16:54:00.000-05:00

All I have to say is our second half game is awful. We can't get to their quarterback. Miami receivers were finding wholes all over the field. We made Chad Henne look like a league MVP. All around, upsetting. But like I said last week, they're an average team. At this point I'd be very surprised if we make it past the Divisional Round of the playoffs. And if that weren't bad enough, Washington managed to blow my one consolation of the day and let the Saints come back and win.

Tree hunting

2009-12-03T11:55:00.000-05:00

I had my first North Carolina Christmas tree experience last weekend. On Saturday the fam loaded up the Expedition and trooped off to the tree farm. It was a nice little country place, packed out with families getting an early evergreen for decoration. At the shop I noticed a three legged tree stand that had only a solitary spike that you jam your tree onto to hold it up. I commented how it would probably fall over pretty easily, but a young female employee quickly came to it's defense asking how big a tree we were looking for. I asked what's the biggest they had and she pointed to a row of about 10-12 footers. I couldn't help but laugh inside since our NH trees averaged around 20 feet or so. We went out to the cut-your-own field where they had an assortment of cedars, long needle trees that were trimmed by a cone shaper, and some kind which looked more like they belonged in a fish tank. Needless to say, we went back to the precut douglas firs that were shipped in from the mountains. That's a little more what us northerners are used to. With no great room to put the tree in this year we ended up with a modest 6 footer. It still smells of pine and does the job, so I guess I can't complain. I suppose New England spoils a guy at Christmas time.

Week Twelve - @ New Orleans Saints

2009-12-01T12:38:00.000-05:00

It doesn't happen often, but yes, I walked out on the Patriots with seven minutes left to go in the game. It's been a long time since we've been schlacked that bad. With no pressure whatsoever, Drew Brees picked apart our secondary with ease. Their pass rush and inexperienced corners shut down our deep ball. Laurence Maroney (surprisingly!) was probably the only bright point of the evening. He ran hard knocking guys around and scored both our TDs. Before the game the commentators quoted one of New Orleans' coordinators saying, "Either you are or you're not." That about sums it up. Clearly the Saints are one of the best teams in the league. They can score at will and shut down a great offense. They are championship caliber, no doubt. And as much as it hurts to say, clearly the Patriots are not. I know every dynasty has an end, but that doesn't mean it's any less painful when it happens. Last night was the game where every Patriot fan had to realize, we're no longer the standard of the NFL. Since the 03-04 seasons, we've always been an elite team until we proved otherwise. Last night demonstrated that now we're a second tier team until we prove otherwise. We're no longer favored just because we're the Patriots. We're back to being the underdogs, because we deserve to be. Our days of expecting to win every game are gone. That doesn't mean we're not a good team, we're just not great. And for all those emotional fans (mostly female) who are objecting that I've lost hope and I'm bailing the bandwagon after one tough loss, suck it up and be realistic. Sure, we'll bounce back and beat Miami. Sure, we'll win the division and make it to the playoffs. But now greatness has to be attained rather than assumed. But then again, that might not be such a bad place to be because I remember a lowly 2001 franchise who had a lot of attaining to do.

Thanksgiving

2009-11-25T16:18:00.000-05:00

"For he that believes that everything happens to him for the best, cannot possibly complain for the want [meaning "lack"] of something that is better....For as thankfulness is an express acknowledgment of the goodness of God towards you, so repinings and complaints are as plain accusations of God's want of goodness towards you."

~William Law (1686-1761)

Week Eleven - vs. NY Jets

2009-11-22T22:00:00.000-05:00

Today I couldn't decide who to give photo props to. There were so many worthy contenders. So I picked two: Wes Welker for an impressive 15 catch game and setting a career high in receiving yards in a game (and for the cool stiff arm pictured), and Leigh Bodden with a stellar 3 picks on the rookie QB (pictured taking this one to the house). The defense was relentless on the young Sanchez forcing 5 turnovers and making him look like the rookie he is. The emotion of a new coach and a promising star is long gone and things are back to normal, with the Jets looking 3 games up at the Pats. However, Thomas Jones still churned out a hundred yard game even though it was all for naught. The offense was also impressive. Maroney stepped it up when we needed to wind down the clock, something he couldn't do a week ago. Brady was, well...Brady. The major point of concern I saw was quite a bit of QB pressure in the second half. Everyone knows if Brady's jersey stays clean then the Pats are gonna clean up. Chances of doing that would be greatly improved with a respectable run game, which will hopefully get a boost in Sammy Morris' return in the near future. All in all, the defense did their job making an average offense look bad. The biggest test of this young secondary will be against Drew Brees and his high powered offense next Monday night. We've all seen our offense can score enough points to keep up, but can our defense keep us ahead when it counts. That's the lingering question that makes the difference between a bye and wildcard weekend.

Sovereignty and prayer

2009-11-19T20:51:00.000-05:00

Sometimes people ask since God is sovereign and already knows everything that's gonna happen then why bother praying about anything? This seems quite backwards. If God were not sovereign then why would we bother praying about anything. Why bother asking if he doesn't have the power to do anything about it? God's sovereignty is the very reason why we pray, because He can do something about it.

Everything Is Different

2009-11-17T21:28:00.000-05:00

If you haven't checked out Shane & Shane's new album "Everything Is Different," then you must immediately hop on over to their myspace and click the play button. It's been on constant repeat for the better part of my week. The title track "Everything Is Different" along with "I'm Alive" are not only catchy tunes, but they speak great truth about our salvation by grace alone. The album even includes a few Radio Versions at the end for the more CCM oriented. So go get a free preview online, then go buy the album. You'll be singing these songs in your sleep!

Week Ten - @ Indianapolis Colts

2009-11-16T08:38:00.000-05:00

Never have I seen a team so thoroughly snatch defeat from the jaws of victory. They put up 34 points on a team that previously hadn't allowed more than 23. They forced Indy to punt more than they had all season. They gave up two endzone turnovers and still held a 17 point forth quarter lead. Then they sent their cheerleaders onto the field for the final 15 minutes to give the best roll-over-and-play-dead impersonation I've ever seen. Commentators and reporters are billing it as a phenomenal Colts comeback and singing Manning's praises. But that ridiculous! That's perhaps the worst quarter of football the Patriots have played all season. And the coaching!? Handing the ball to Peyton Manning on your own thirty with a 6 point lead?! Are you flippin out of your mind?!?! I haven't seen a decision that bad since the Bills kick returner ran it out of the endzone in Week 1! Now any hope of home field advantage in the playoffs and probably a first round bye is long gone. But worse then all that is now the Colts have a free ride to break our record 21-game winning streak and match our unprecedented 16-0 regular season record from 2007. We had our chance to do something about it but we handed it to them on a silver platter. Had we won we would've pulled into a tie with them for most games won this decade (109), a statistic that certainly would seal our legend as the team of the decade. But now all that goes out the window along with Belichick's heralded 4th quarter decision making.

Ok, now that I've gotten that rant off my chest, there is some good we can salvage from this miserable turn of events. First of all, for three quarters we absolutely handed it to arguably one of the best teams in the league right now. For three quarters the Patriots looked really good. The defense held up fairly well against a prolific passing attack and totally shut down the run game. For the most part our offense marched up and down the field boasting huge plays in the secondary. Even our kicking and coverage teams were having a great game. So it's definitely time to say the Patriots can compete with elite teams. Secondly, a little wake up call like this during the regular season has historically been a good thing for the Pats. It means a team who's usually known for playing a full 60-minutes won't make this same mistake again, which is extremely important come playoff time. You can't let good teams hang around, even by 17 points, and hopefully now we won't have to learn that lesson again. And last of all, it was only a regular season game (albeit to the rival Colts!) and we still hold a two game lead over Miami in our division. A win here definitely would've made things a little easier for us, but for now it's all about making the playoffs--that's when it really counts--and it looks like we're still on track for that. As for me, I'm gonna go bury my sorrows in writing a theology paper or something.

For goodness sake

2009-11-15T16:29:00.000-05:00

Some people claim that the fact that there's evil in the world proves that God doesn't exist. However, it seems to me to be quite the opposite. The fact that there's any good in the world at all proves that He does exist! If there were no God then would you not expect the world to be evil, indeed even more evil then we see now? If it's merely survival of the fittest, the ends justify the means, every man for himself, then why aren't we all completely hedonistic to the fullest extent! The fact that this world isn't completely over taken to the utter extent by sin is only by the grace of God. If there is even one spec of goodness in the world it is contrary to our sinful nature and therefore only a gift of grace from God. Sorry atheists, what else you got?

Christmas Music

2009-11-13T21:06:00.000-05:00

For those of you who, like me, are always looking for new Christmas music every year, I've got two albums you'll definitely want to check out. The first is Daniel Renstrom's new disc On The Incarnation. Dan's an upcoming artist from Raleigh. This is only his second release but when it came out it reached #7 on iTunes. The opening track "His Company" will be a fixture on my playlist for the next month and a half. His new spins on traditional songs are not just more of the same like you so often find, plus his version of "Come Thou Long Expected Jesus" is one of the best I've heard. Mixed with a few originals, it's only 8 tracks long but definitely worth the buy.

Future of Forestry put out their Advent Christmas EP last year but I've been waiting in anticipation all year to break it back out again. It's only 5 tracks of old favorites, but for those needing a little rock twist to some familiar tunes this album is a treasure. From the melodic "O Holy Night" to the rhythmic "Little Drummer Boy," this creative rock band delivers a masterful mixture of holiday goodness. So if you didn't catch it last year, make sure this is part the soundtrack to your Christmas season. You won't regret it.

Quote of the Day

2009-11-10T20:57:00.000-05:00

"As big as you are, the greatest gift God's given you is a wife who can't cook."

~Dr. Kelly during marital counseling to a 300 pound husband who would always go to his mom's house for meals.

Premature Evergreens

2009-11-09T22:29:00.000-05:00

Christmas displays in October I suppose I can understand. The industry's trying to stretch the season as much as they can to squeeze out every last dollar they can. I even get Christmas music in November. Granted it's a bit early but you only get these songs for such a limited time every year. But Christmas trees . . . on November 9th?!? No, that's just unacceptable. They'll be dead before Thanksgiving! You gotta be kidding me.

Week Nine - vs. Miami Dolphins

2009-11-08T16:43:00.000-05:00

This weeks photo gives props to the Offensive Line. Only nine sacks on the year for Brady is a great stat to boast. These guys have silently been doing their job, no matter who gets injured. So Miami has consistently been the burr under the saddle of the Patriots as the commentators said, but in the end the better team comes out on top. The second and third quarters were tough to watch as the Dolphins just marched their way down the field. A ten minute drive to open the half and take the lead was painful. But it's a 60 minutes game and the Patriots defense came through when it mattered. The passing offense is smoking! It's nice to see Brady with time and receivers finding holes and making great catches. Aside from the obvious, I've been quite pleased with many of the younger guys who've had to step it up this season. "Sea Bass" Vollmer's a stud on the line, Butler on the corner, Tate returning, they all did pretty well today. Last but not least, Stephen Gostkowski has to be the best kicker in the league. Not only did he nail 4 fieldgoals today, but he drilled an 85 yard kickoff out of the endzone and limited Ted Ginn Jr. to only a couple returns. All around a solid effort to be excited about. Next week we'll face our 6th undefeated team this season and this will by far be our toughest. But with Indy having a cake schedule to this point, I see the Pats bringing them back to earth next week.

Quote of the Day

2009-11-07T20:18:00.000-05:00

"The more I looked at what Jesus had done on the cross the more He met my case exactly. I needed someone or something to stand between a righteous God and my sinful self: a God who must punish sins and blasphemies, and myself, who had wallowed in both to the neck. I needed an Almighty Saviour who should step in and take my sins away, and I found such a one in the New Testament."

~John Newton, author of the famous hymn Amazing Grace

Stuff Christians Like

2009-11-06T22:59:00.000-05:00

If you haven't seen this blog yet, check it out. It has some great satire on the state of the Christian church in America. If you've grown up in church and don't at least smirk, then he's probably writing about you.

stuffchristianslike.net

Question

2009-11-05T21:24:00.000-05:00

Do you suppose the law of increase ("To everyone who has, more will be given, but from the one who has not, even what he thinks he has will be taken away.") contradicts the law of reversal ("the last will be first, and the first last.")? Why or why not?

Photo of the Day

2009-11-04T17:53:00.000-05:00

What do you know, it's more than just dogs that sniff each others butts.

More facetime

2009-11-03T10:15:00.000-05:00

Somebody from the Worldwide Zoo Database saw some of my Namibia photos and wanted to add them to their site. The website is still a work in progress but it hopes to list all major zoological sites across the globe. Again, it's no major accomplishment, but just a little fun exposure. You can see them here:

The Living Desert Snake Park in Swakopmund, and

The National Marine Aquarium of Namibia

Photo of the Day

2009-11-02T08:15:00.000-05:00

Caught some turtles sunning on a log during my study break walk on Saturday.

Quote of the Day

2009-11-01T20:01:00.000-05:00

"I have enough trouble with this keyboard right here. And I'm gonna use a blackberry?!"
~Grandpa, who just turned 81 two days ago

Quote of the Day

2009-10-28T12:00:00.000-04:00

"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose."

~ Jim Elliot from Shadow of the Almighty. It was 60 years ago today that he wrote this, his most famous quote, in his journal. This truth defined not only his death, but his life as well.

Quote of the Day

2009-10-27T19:05:00.000-04:00

"Some people are born on third base and go through life thinking they hit a triple."
~Barry Switzer

Evening Muse

2009-10-26T23:04:00.000-04:00

I played out at an open mic tonight at The Evening Muse, apparently the place to go for acoustic shows here in Charlotte. It was a cool little eclectic bar, nice venue. Order was decided by a lottery when we first got there. Jeremiah pulled out a number for us...#1, great. So we went first. He played djembe to a couple of my songs that he'd never heard before. It was a good time. The other performers varied from not good at all to quite excellent. My favorite was a guy from Ireland named Andrew Farmer. The first song he played was called Don't Run Away From Grace (check it out on his myspace). Then he offered a classic northern Irish bar song which was phenomenal. I wish I could've recorded it for you, it was that brilliant. Seriously, check out his stuff. I recommend it. And see, you never know what kind of free publicity an open mic gig will get you!

Week Seven - vs. Tampa Bay Buccaneers

2009-10-25T21:17:00.000-04:00

"We'll retire 1-0 internationally." I like the sound of that. Not sure how the 4 hour time difference or clay surface or British accents affected the team, but another double digit penalty week doesn't instill much confidence. Now I suppose I shouldn't complain with a 35-7 victory, but then what am I suppose to write about? :) One disclaimer, for the first time this season I wasn't able to watch the game on tv or online so all my observations come from Gino Cappelletti and the radio broadcast. I must say, I'm pleased with Brandon Meriweather's growth as a solid safety. The guy's a ball hawk, no doubt. And Brandon Tate had a decent showing for his first game in a year. But ten penalties, most from the offensive line, is unacceptable. Against a good team, that's gonna come back and bite you. All in all, we're 5-2, first in the division, with a brutal next 5 games on the schedule. A good week for a bye.

Letters to my Students: Concerning Evil

2009-10-23T11:16:00.000-04:00

Tragedy. That word seems to be coming up a lot lately. Whether it’s teenagers randomly robbing a house and killing whoever they find inside or a father beating his wife to death before taking his own life. These kinds of things happen everyday all over the world, but when it hits so close to home we’re forced to face it. Why does God let these things happen? Perhaps He’s not powerful enough to stop them? Or maybe He’s not as loving as people say? When everything falls apart somebody has to answer for it, so we level our questions at God, the One who’s supposedly in charge of it all in the first place.

God’s sovereignty means He is in control of everything. That’s part of what it means to be God. He says, “My purpose will be established, and I will accomplish all My good pleasure” (Is 46:10). Nothing can frustrate His plans. If His plans could be frustrated then there is something higher than Him and He is not God. But God’s sovereignty does not stand alone, it is accompanied by other characteristics like His infinite wisdom, His infinite justice, and His infinite goodness. This means that not only will He always do what He wants to do, but it will always be the perfectly wise, perfectly just, and perfectly right thing to do.

So if God controls everything, why does He allow evil to exist? If we were in control of the universe then surely our goal would be to make everybody happy. Our idea of happiness is that there would be no evil or pain or suffering. But remember our wisdom is finite. Because evil exists, that means somewhere in God’s infinitely wise plan there must be some good reason for evil. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts,” says the Lord (Is 55:9). Indeed there is some comfort in the fact that our God knows far more about these things than we do, and that these events do not fall outside of His all wise plan.

In the Old Testament, the events of Joseph’s life will rival any tragic story you’ll hear. The youngest of 11, his older brothers beat him up, threw him in a well, and then sold him into slavery in a distant country. In Egypt, a false accusation tarnished his reputation and landed him in prison for many years before God finally rescued him. As an older man recalling the events of his life he had this to say to his brothers, “You meant evil against me, but God meant it for good in order to bring about this present result, the preservation of many people alive” (Gen 50:20).

Even our salvation was accomplished as the result of evil. In reference to the greatest crime of all time, Peter prayed, “Indeed Herod and Pontius Pilate met together with the Gentiles and the people of Israel in this city to conspire against your holy servant Jesus, whom you anointed. They did what your power and will had decided beforehand should happen” (Acts 4:27-28). If it were not for the greatest evil in the history of the world, we would never know the extent of God’s divine love and grace.

Our comfort then is this, all the evil in the world cannot frustrate God’s plans. In fact, it is within His plan and He will accomplish His good ends through it. From where we stand we can’t always see what those good ends are, but we can rest in the fact that the all wise Creator of the universe sees all things and knows all ends. He is good. He is just. And His will will prevail.

In no way is this a comprehensive answer to all the different questions that surround this topic which theologians have wrestled with for centuries. If it only raises more questions in your mind, then what an excellent opportunity for you to continue exploring the depths of our great God. In the meantime, may the grace and comfort of our God be with you always.

Quote of the Day

2009-10-21T10:28:00.000-04:00

"Macs are the equivalent of a child car seat, to keep you safe. Real men want to sit in front."

~ Dr. Anderson

Week Six - vs. Tennesee Titans

2009-10-18T20:18:00.000-04:00

What can I find to complain about when the offense puts up a franchise record of 59 points and the defense posts a shutout with 5 turnovers and -7 passing yards?! Well first of all, the weather was our 12th defender today. Titans were dropping passes and fumbling the ball left and right. But Pats defenders were missing a lot of first tackles (snowy and slippery I know) and Tennessee got some huge run plays. Now the shutout definitely deserves credit and they took advantage of the Titans mistakes, but if it weren't snowy I'm not sure this would've been a shutout the way Chris Johnson was running. On the offense, here I'm definitely pleased. I'm glad they didn't throw out half the playbook for the weather. I'm glad to see Brady with plenty of time to throw, great accuracy, and finally hitting some long TDs. Maroney and Green-Ellis were solid on the ground. They'll have to keep it up the rest of the season with Morris and Taylor both injured. Overall, it was a good show against a bad team, admittedly a little better than expected, but I'm not getting too excited because it was against a winless team. It was a good building block towards a tough November. And as if today couldn't get any better, the Bills upset the Jets in OT to give the Patriots sole possession of first place in the division.

Second Chances

2009-10-17T22:00:00.000-04:00

Thursday was our first day taking fan photos before the NASCAR qualifiers. It was pretty rainy in the early afternoon and cold all day. So between the weather and since it wasn't the race yet there really weren't that many people around. I took about 70 photos over the 5 hours we were out. The boss was going to send out an email with the list of people he wanted back for race day on Saturday. When the email came out...I wasn't on the list. I was kinda disappointed because that means either my pics weren't very good or I didn't take enough, but mostly because it was a fun job and now he probably wasn't going to ask me back again. I looked back at the pics and they weren't all that good, but I knew if I had another chance on a day with more people I'd do a lot better. So I was sulking most of Friday and this morning, but as I was praying today I reminded God (myself) that I trusted Him to provide for my needs whatever that may look like.

So just after I left the house to run some errands I got a call from my boss. He said someone had to cancel and he wanted me to come in. I was so excited and thankful to God for providing me another opportunity. I guess I just needed a little humbling in the meantime. So I was down on pit row all afternoon and ended up with over 300 photos. You can see them all at the photo store website; under 'Select Your Event' go to '10.17.08 Bank of America 500' then under 'Select Your Gallery' find the ones with the MK next to them (should be 165-170). I ended up going out on the track for the driver introductions and seeing all the drivers walk right in front me. Then I stuck around for the green flag and the first few laps. That's about all of NASCAR that I could handle. So all in all a good day, and the best part about leaving after Lap 3 is no traffic driving home!

A true southern experience

2009-10-12T20:33:00.000-04:00

So I finally found my first job in the area. It's only a weekend contract job, but work is work. This weekend I'll be at Lowe's Motor Speedway taking fan photos during the NASCAR race here in Charlotte. Basically it'll be two full days of wandering around taking photos of crazy redneck NASCAR fans who've been camping here in their RVs all week, half of whom will probably be drunk through the whole thing anyway (not to stereotype or anything!). Then afterward they can go online and purchase their photo if they like. All in all it should be fun, getting paid to take pictures, can't beat that! Plus free admission to the race...woohoo...I'm trying to contain my excitement...how unfortunate that this blog post can't communicate my sarcasm...I mean, enthusiasm. :)

Week Five - @ Denver Broncos

2009-10-11T20:03:00.000-04:00

Well I guess we know one thing for sure now...Denver is legit. Everyone was saying they're not really a 4-0 team but they went out and played some tough ball. I gotta hand it to them...mostly for Josh McDaniels sake. It's a lot harder to hate a team (sports hate) with such a good guy as a coach. How cool was it to see him trade hugs with Ben Watson and Steven Neal after the game...and he was so excited. As much as I hate to drop a game, that makes it a little easier to swallow. But this post isn't about the Broncos...

Another thing we know for sure, the Patriots still have a lot of work to do. The Brady-Welker connection was smoking at the start, but then stalled big time. The O-line did good giving Brady time, so why isn't he finding more open receivers?? Randy Moss caught as many passes from Kyle Orton as he did from Tom Brady! Something's not right with that picture. And the run offense was moderate at best. If it weren't for two key 4th down penalties we wouldn't have had any 4th quarter 1st downs. There's definitely some work to do. And the defense, they made Kyle Orton look like Peyton Manning! Sure he never got anything over the top, which is definitely a strength for our defense, but he had wide open receivers underneath all day! Props to our DBs for their closing speed, but "bend-but-don't-break" defense doesn't work when all they need is a field goal to win. On the flip side, I love the ball-hawing. That brings me back to our 2004 defensive days. And rookies Julian Edelman and Sebastian Vollmer both had solid outings. We'll see how long Vollmer will have to fill in for the injured Matt Light, but he definitely held his own. Fortunately the next three weeks should give us a good chance to tighten some things up against some struggling teams and get a rest during the bye before a November schedule that looks more like a playoff picks sheet.

Photo of the Day

2009-10-10T08:58:00.000-04:00

Just asking for trouble

The End Is Near

2009-10-08T20:31:00.000-04:00

Did you ever wonder why Amos 1:6-8 mentions four cities of the Philistine Pentapolis (Gaza, Ashdod, Ashkelon, and Ekron) but not the fifth, the large and important city of Gath? Ok, it probably never crossed your mind, you just read right over it, even if you were reading Amos, which you probably weren't in the first place. Well, I'm going to tell you anyway! If you flip a few pages over to Amos 6:2, you see the prophet use Gath as an example of what's going to happen to Jerusalem and Samaria because they're such idolaters. Back in 2 Kings 12:17, we read that Hazael, king of Aram (modern Syria), went up and destroyed Gath. Archaeologists have discovered a massive, man-made seige trench around the remains of Gath and a destruction layer in the city that dates to that same time period. Also N. Israel/Syrian style pottery was found at the bottom of the trench. Seems like good evidence that Hazael built this trench when he beseiged and destroyed Gath. He planned to go and do the same to Jerusalem, but king Joash paid him off out of the temple treasury. When Amos was preaching against the sins of Israel and Judah, the destruction of a big city like Gath would have been a vivid example of God's wrath poured out against those who reject him. I love how archaeology makes seemingly insignificant passages like this one come alive!

Quick Hits

2009-10-05T10:12:00.000-04:00

Halloween 'decorations' just make me laugh...every time.

Three cops at the apartment building across from us can't be a good sign.

I finally moved my clothes from my suitcases into a dresser for the first time since I left for Namibia, 1 yr and 10 months ago.

Week Four - vs. Baltimore Ravens

2009-10-04T21:19:00.000-04:00

It's an exciting time to be a Patriots fan! The number one thing I noticed today was defense making tackles. Baltimore did rack up some yardage, but not very much after the catch. The game ending drive made me a little nervous, that was a little too close for comfort, but in the end, if Mark Clayton can't catch a ball thrown right to his hands, they don't deserve to win anyway. It appears we're back to our "bend-but-don't-break" defensive scheme of a few years back. That doesn't inspire a lot of confidence, but the swarming and hard nosed tackling are signs of a playoff worthy defense. I'm not ready to label them championship-caliber yet, but there's still a lot of season left. On the other side of the ball, we managed 80-some rushing yards against a stingy run defense, just enough to balance the attack and keep the blitzers honest. Brady seems to be getting better every week, though I'm sure a healthy Wes Welker didn't hurt. I have to wonder if no Joey Galloway is a sign the end may be near for him. And I'm glad to know we can still get a Red Zone touchdown, finally. I was beginning to wonder if we were purposefully trying to pad Gostkowski's stats. Overall, a solid win over a good team, even if it did take a few well-timed penalties to keep us rolling. Making the most of your opportunities, that's what makes a good team.

Pigeon faster than broadband?

2009-09-30T16:18:00.000-04:00

And you think your connection is slow...Love it!

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/8248056.stm

The longest day

2009-09-29T21:36:00.000-04:00

Tuesdays are by far my longest day. I have three hours of Gospels in the morning with an hour break in the middle for chapel. Reformed chapels are interesting, very liturgical with a hymn, a responsive reading from the Psalms, a 'Pastoral Prayer', then one of the professors preaches. Nothing groundbreaking, but not bad. Then I spend the afternoon doing homework. Today was gorgeous autumn weather so I took some books out to the park. I tried a new park today and about 3:30 a ton of people came for a jr high cross country meet, so much for my peace and quiet. Then it's back to school in the evening for my three hour Systematic Theology class. Fortunately they invented laptops. If I was gonna try to keep up taking notes for these lectures with a pen and notebook, I'd be toast. But this is great! I can set up my laptop. They give us Word docs of all the notes ahead of time. It's a beautiful thing. How did I ever survive college without this stuff? Anyway, glad my longest day is over. The rest of the week is a breeze from here.

Quotes of the Day

2009-09-27T21:53:00.000-04:00

Today deserves two quotes:
"You can't believe everything you hear on the internet. That's how World War I got started."

"I'm an eternal optimist. You could bury me up to my neck in dog crap and I'd be like, 'At least my heads not under!'"

Week Three - vs. Atlanta Falcons

2009-09-27T16:54:00.000-04:00

How's that for a welcoming party! Did anyone else remember that this is a New England team that doesn't lose back to back games? Apparently no one warned Matt Ryan and Co. I must say, I was pleased with how much our "weak" points flexed a little muscle this afternoon. How about that defense shutting out the likes of Matt Ryan and Michael Turner for the whole second half. They made some great third down stops and took Tony Gonzalez completely out of the game. Not only that, but when was the last time we had a 100 yard rusher, and who said Fred Taylor was too old? The supposed "strength" of our offense, the passing attack, still wasn't firing on all cylinders, but Julian Edelman had a fair share of grabs for a rookie and Randy Moss is still...well, he's Randy Moss. It's a little frustrating that everybody expects unbelievable feats from this team. Sure they rewrote the record books in 2007, but that was a different team. Some sports writer was saying that Brady's biggest competition these days is his own myth. If everybody's going to expect this team to be the 2007 offense with the 2004 defense, then they'll be sadly disappointed. For all those whining about missing Rodney Harrison or Teddy Bruschi...Get Over It! This is a different team. A different defense, and a different offense. They'll get things done, but they'll do it their way. And after three weeks, maybe they're still figuring out what their way is. So all I have to say is thumbs up for the win, but there's still plenty to work on for next week.

Festival in the Park

2009-09-26T18:10:00.000-04:00

I went over to Freedom Park for the Festival in the Park with Jeremiah this afternoon. The weather was not too cooperative for shooting photos but I managed to catch a few good shots. You can see some more over on my flickr page. This silver painted guy near the Youth talent stage reminded me of Andrew Cass. We also stopped to listen to a teen singer/songwriter playing an acoustic guitar. She had a very mature voice and playing style. Maybe she'll get big and I can say I heard her way back when. There were lots of great photography exhibits, painters, homemade pottery and jewelry, plus lots of fair food and games. The clouds were flirting with rain all afternoon and finally let loose as we were driving home. A little damp and well exercised it was a nice break from the books.

Minor accomplishments

2009-09-25T17:45:00.000-04:00

My Statue of Liberty photo was chosen to be a part of the New York City sightseeing guide on Schmap.com. It's certainly no major publishing accomplishment, since there's about a million other photos on there, but it's fun to see my pics getting a little face time. You can check it out here.

The new pad

2009-09-21T16:09:00.000-04:00

I realize I haven't posted any pics from our new pad yet because I figured I'd wait till we'd gotten a little more settled in. Well, as you'll see there's still a long way to go, but it's getting there. There's still boxes of books waiting for shelves and suitcases of clothes waiting for a dresser. But I did manage to find a cheap desk and bed frame from Goodwill, so it's coming along. So here you go, a work in progress:

Outside 4028-F. My room is the window on the bottom.

Nate and Jeremiah's rooms are upstairs.

Our living/dining room looking into the kitchen and down the hall

to the front door. Smooth dining table chairs, I know.

My room, free street corner bed, Goodwill desk and all.

You can see I've been diligent at my studies.

Week Two - @ NY Jets

2009-09-20T16:23:00.000-04:00

It's sad when you've watched a team long enough that you know they're gonna lose when they walk away with 9 points in 3 trips to the red zone, of course that's easy to say in hind sight. But that's not the only factor that led to today's loss. First of all, ELEVEN penalties for 89 yards! I don't remember the last time the Patriots had eleven penalties. You just can't do that and expect to win a game. Also, they say you don't know what you got till it's gone, well everyone in Patriot nation now knows what they got in Wes Welker. I'm sure Joey Galloway and Julian Edelman were trying their best, but there's just not the chemistry with Brady. When you have the kind of pass rush they saw this week you have to release the ball quickly and to do that you need good chemistry with your receivers. Speaking of the pass rush, Sanchez had ALL DAY to pass the ball while Brady was getting tossed to the ground almost every play! Everybody's been talking about the NY blitz all week, but they had no answer for it. This is gonna be a loooong season for Brady if he spends half of it on the ground. And it's gonna be a loooong season for the defensive backs if we can't get any pass rush from our D-line. And last but certainly not least, do we have a kick coverage team? Or maybe they just thought it was a good idea to give up 30+ yards and great field position everytime. When the kicker is in on the tackle, you know there's problems.

Ok, with that rant out of the way, the young defense did play well at the beginning of the game. Gostkowski's clutch as ever. Brady's not on IR...yet. And it is only the second week of the season. November 22nd will come around and Bill Belichick doesn't loose to the same team twice in the same season.

Week One - vs. Buffalo Bills

2009-09-15T13:11:00.000-04:00

I'm sure no one would be surprised to hear that with 5 and half minutes left I was as confident as Brady in a collapsing pocket that the Pats would somehow come out with a win. I've been watching this team long enough to know that if you let them keep the game close, they'll find some way to win in the end. And sure enough, when the Bills kick returner thought he was helping run the clock out by leaving the end zone, he should have known they'd be ball-hawking to force that fumble that turned into the winning touchdown. So while I'm pleased to see that we haven't lost the swagger or the ability to play games all the way to the end, there are a few things that are a bit concerning.

Granted this was the first game of the season so I'll give a little grace, but at this point every game counts, even the first one. I was none too please with either line performance. The whole first half Brady was getting hit or hurried constantly, and this from a Pro-Bowl line that's been together for years! When they switched to quick underneath passes that helped a little, but you can't get too one dimensional as a team. On the other side, Trent Edwards had all day to throw the ball. Now I know the defense did well at shutting down T.O. which was probably their number one goal. But that also lead to Fred Jackson (the backup) cleaning up for over 120 yards on the ground. If this young defense can only focus on stopping one offensive play maker per game, we're gonna have trouble with the majority of teams in the NFL. We lost a lot of play makers on defense this year, a lot, but that means young guys are going to have to step up and take their places. We can't rely on special teams to bail us out every game. Thoughts?

The value of work

2009-09-15T13:00:00.000-04:00

In reference to my previous post on work and play, this morning I went to hear Dr. Wayne Grudem teach a lecture series about "50 factors within nations that lead to sustained economic growth or continual poverty." Point #15 dealt with the idea of work. He suggests that in nations with sustained economic growth "honor is given to productive work. The 'ideal' life is thought to be a life of joyful productivity that benefits both oneself and others." By contrast, in nations with cycles of sustained poverty "work is viewed as a necessary evil....The 'ideal' life is thought to be a life of ease, simply enjoying oneself and one's friends, never having to work again at a productive job." Is that not the direction that our very own culture is heading? Don't most people today want to get the most money for the least amount of work? We no longer hold to the idea that our work is making a valuable contribution to society. We no longer work as "unto the Lord." I fear this is dangerous water into which we're treading where our culture work ethic is concerned.

How to be a good fan

2009-09-14T22:49:00.000-04:00

So I've been having this conversation with my young, teenage cousin Meghan, and her cousin on the other side, Katie, and they were telling me about their favorite football teams and getting on my case for liking the Patriots. I felt my response to them was so insightful that you too could gain some valuable wisdom, so I thought I'd share it here.

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Ok Katie, allow me to teach you about being a good, knowledgeable fan. First of all, I would expect you to like the Steelers, obviously, you're from western Pennsylvania. So I don't question your character or like you any less because you like the Steelers. I also don't dislike you because you don't like the Patriots. Obviously, any good Steelers fan shouldn't like the Patriots because we always beat you in the playoffs. It's a rivalry. If you didn't dislike the Patriots then you would not be a very good Steelers fan. Therefore I respect you as a Steelers fan, that you're a good fan for your team. That said, you should respect me for being a good fan of my team by not liking their rivals. You follow?

Now Meghan, I do have to take issue with your choices. I need to ask why you're a Steelers or a Giants fan? Is it just because they've won Super Bowls recently? Because then you'd just be a bandwagon fan which is not very respectable. Is it just because you think Eli is hot?? That's absolutely NO reason to like a team (it's quite girly), so it also is unrespectable. Because you're from Michigan I would expect you to be a Lions fan, but considering how shamefully BAD they are, a good Lions fan would shake their head in shame, so I'll give you a little grace on that one.

Here's the long and the short of it. If you're gonna be a fan, at least be a good fan! Don't hate people because they're fans of other teams - especially if they're from those place, they should be fans of those teams. And don't hate people just because they're all loud and obnoxious and make fun of your team for no good reason. Just explain to them about what it means to be a good fan, because then you sound very respectable and they just sound lame. People then look up to you because you're knowledgeable and gracious, but they tend to alienate the loud, obnoxious ones. You then get invited to sports parties and even to games sometimes because you know what it means to be a good fan. You also highly increase your chances of getting asked out by a good, cute, respectable guy who's into sports...all because you listened to your older cousin and learned how to be a good fan. ;)

Work or Play

2009-09-13T20:26:00.000-04:00

I went to a new church today called Nexus. It was a pretty cool, inner-city church in Uptown Charlotte (for some strange reason they call their downtown "Uptown"...southerners). The pastor is a missionary to America from Zimbabwe so again, very cool accent. In his sermon today he brought up some very interesting points about the divergance our culture has made between work and play. It made me think about the overwhelming priority we've placed on recreation. It seems like the only reason people work is so that they can go on vacation or save up money for retirement when they won't have to work. We're always trying to get out of work. Just think of how often we're encouraged to take a sick day or a long lunch. Adventure trips and once-in-a-lifetime experiences are now a dime a dozen. They tell us to "Sieze the day" and "Grab life by the horns."

But take a look at the apostles. Those guys were tireless in their work. Everywhere they went they were sharing Jesus with people. And the church fathers, some of those guys we'd call crazy for the amount of time they put into praying over their ministry. How about David Brainerd who wrote in his journal on his 24th birthday, "I want to wear out my life in His service and for His glory." And he did just that ministering to the Native Americans until it cost him his life just five years later. But above all, it was Jesus who said, "My nourishment comes from doing the will of him who sent me and to accomplish his work."

I think it's time we as a church reevaluate our purpose. Have we allowed the world to convince us that our ultimate goal in life is play? That ministry is work to be avoided or at least designated to an hour volunteering on Sunday morning? I'm not suggesting play is worthless, come on now, I love it. But why don't we try incorporating our work into our play. At your next barbeque, invite some neighbors who don't know Christ. For your next vacation, go on a missions trip or to a Christian camp. Spend some free time volunteering at a local shelter or mission. Life's too short to just "kill time." Let's be like Brainerd and exhaust the years of our lives in doing the work of Him who sent us out.

Listen To This

2009-09-11T21:15:00.000-04:00

For those like me who are always on the look out for new music to spin, I thought I'd drop a few suggestions that I've been enjoying lately.

Matt Wertz is an acoustic pop artist who's been around the Christian music scene for a while but put together this compilation disc Under Summer Sun to break into a more mainstream audience. He's got some catchy hooks and a smooth voice. Good tunes for a sunny afternoon drive with the windows down.

Tenth Avenue North is a welcome relief to those who are a little weary of the whole CCM (Contemporary Christian Music) thing. They have a good melodic rock flavor that brings hope to an industry known for its monotonous tunes and Christian cliches.

I've added a few songs to my playlist here, but you can listen to the both of these full albums for free at their myspace pages. Happy listening!

Freedom Park

2009-09-08T22:54:00.000-04:00

"Whenever I need to do some serious thinking, I go for a walk in the woods....There are always a million distractions out here!" ~ Calvin & Hobbes

That's why I should never go to the park when I need to get my work done, but when it's 80 degrees and sunny I just cannot justify sitting stuffed up inside wasting away a beautiful late summer day. I've discovered Freedom Park about 15 minutes drive from my townhouse. It's a great park with lots of ball fields, 2 sand volleyball courts(!), a big amphitheatre facing a huge lawn, and a nice big pond with a walking path all the way around it. Apparently it's an exercisers paradise because starting at about 3:00 everyone comes out for a jog or walk or bike or skate around the pond. So naturally I end up doing a lot more people watching then reading, but I love it nonetheless. And considering we haven't had a single rainy day since I've been here, I'm sure I'll be spending a lot of time there.

Amen to long weekends

2009-09-04T13:54:00.000-04:00

The advantage of only three days of classes is four day weekends! Last night after class, Nate, Jeremiah and I loaded up in Nate's 15-passenger van and trucked it out to Raleigh for the long weekend. Nate's family lives there and Jeremiah has some extended family there so it works great to carpool and split the gas costs. My parents are going to a funeral up in Virginia tonight and tomorrow so it's just me and the kids running the house. No huge plans for the weekend, get some reading done, maybe some R&R. It's just nice to be close enough to the fam to hang out for the weekend.

Watch your mouth

2009-09-03T16:37:00.000-04:00

When I told our maintenance guy, David, that I was in seminary, the first thing he said was, "Oh I'm sorry if a swore a couple times." That's the first thing my neighbor from Merrimack, crazy Bill, said to me when I told him I was a pastor. Maybe it's time I take up swearing to throw off the stereotypes.

Quote of the Day

2009-09-02T23:05:00.000-04:00

"Unless I am convinced by the testimony of the Scriptures or by clear reason...I cannot and will not retract anything."
~Martin Luther in response to being accused of heresy at the Diet of Worms (1521)

Quote of the Day

2009-09-01T18:01:00.000-04:00

"If I'd get a light saber I'd seriously contemplate a life of monastacism."

~ Jeremiah in reference to the prospect of becoming a Jedi

Two original meanings

2009-09-01T12:57:00.000-04:00

The advantage for you, my reader, of following along while I'm in seminary is that you get to experience much of my learning without having to read all the books or write all the papers. This morning was my first Gospels class, where the professor brought out some excellent points about understanding the original meaning of a text. Now I'm sure you're no stranger to the idea of seeking out what the author (say Luke) was trying to communicate to the original readers (Theophilus). But in the case of the gospels, you're involved with narrative stories. Therefore you have two original meanings. First, you have the original meaning to those who were historically involved in the story. But then you also have the meaning to the original readers. For example, in Luke 9:23, Jesus tells the disciples, "If anyone would come after me he must deny himself, take up his cross and follow me." At this point in history Jesus had not died yet (obviously) so to his disciples the cross would be considered a criminal's torturous death. However, by the time Luke had written this passage, the original readers (and all those after them) already knew of Jesus' death on the cross, so his reference to 'taking up our cross' would have been a glaring reference to the cross of Christ and added a whole new level of meaning. So the original meaning is two-fold, first to the historical audience, and second to the reading audience, but both are still the original meaning. So in our interpretation of narrative in the Bible, it can help add to our understanding of the text if we take into account what the original readers knew, but the historical audience didn't. Pretty basic, but pretty cool.

Greater Fellowship Missionary Baptist Church

2009-08-30T19:49:00.000-04:00

I was a minority before I even walked through the door, but a nice, middle-aged, black man named Danny was quite friendly so that broke the ice. When they asked visitors to stand, it was just me and the only other white guy in the room. We were welcomed with the warm smiles I have come to expect. Their gospel music, instant harmonies, dancing, preaching, and "Hallelujahs" all brought back joyful memories of my days at Arandis Christian Center in Namibia. And that's actually why I went. The church I was going to visit meets at 11:30, but they share a building with the GFMBC and when I heard they were an African-American church that meets at 9:30, that's all the convincing it took for me to go early and get my black gospel fix.

The other church, called City Church, was much more what I was used to, mostly white, suburban Christians with contemporary music and a taste for the extreme (The pastor had a motorcycle drive up front to illustrate his point). But while both services were very different, I know God was still pleased. And while both congregations were very different, I know they both loved Jesus very much. If there's one thing my cross-cultural training has taught me, it's to appreciate differences. We live in a very diverse world, but God is One. He is why I can be the only white face in the crowd and be surrounded by brothers and sisters.

Quote of the Day

2009-08-28T20:36:00.000-04:00

"Tiny Tim is the epitome of Christmas goodness!"

~ Preston during Scattergories when Tiny Tim was suggested as a 'notorious person'

Shadow of the Almighty

2009-08-27T15:28:00.000-04:00

It's not often that books make me cry, but I closed this one with tears running down my cheeks. Not because he dies - I knew he died - but because I long to live my life with such passion and purpose. People don't get biographies written about them just because of how they died, but because of how they lived. Jim Elliot wasn't just martyred trying to take the gospel to a violent jungle tribe who had never heard it. He lived with a passion to share the gospel with everyone he possibly could, especially those who had never heard it. That passion, that purpose, met it's fulfillment when he willingly gave up his life pursuing the mission of his Creator. His martyrdom was the natural overflow of the life he lived. In youth group last spring, I told the teenagers perhaps the reason we're not persecuted for being Christians in America is that we're not being very good Christians. Perhaps if we took our mission a little more seriously, like Jim Elliot did, then maybe our opposition would take us a little more seriously. As it is, our comfortable, self-centered culture has lulled us into a tolerant silence so we can no longer tell the difference between Christ and the world. I wish we would stop living such a me-centered non-Christianity. I wish we would read more biographies of people who radically dedicated their lives to the mission of sharing the gospel. And naturally, we starting with me. I highly recommend this book. Prepare to be challenged and inspired. Pick it up. Seriously.

Introduction to Pastoral & Theological Studies

2009-08-26T15:51:00.000-04:00

That's basically just a long title for Intro to Reformed Theology. In class today we just went over the course requirements and definted theology and different ways to go about studying it. This seems like it will be one of those foundational, but not so meaty courses. I have to choose one of the five Solas or one of the five points of Calvinism to write a paper on. Of all my courses this is the least intimidating, which is good considering it's most people's first seminary course ever.

Look out Tiger

2009-08-25T15:53:00.000-04:00

This morning Jeremiah and I went out to the most intense disc golf course I have ever played on. Deep ravines, little creeks, bridges, trees, power lines, this course had it all. It's called championship level for a reason. I actually didn't do too bad, 2 or 3 over par on most holes with the occasional bogey. Considering the course I wasn't too disappointed. A good balance between insanely hard and intensly fun!

This afternoon I had an interview at a church looking for a worship pastor. It's a 3-year old church plant from a church in London. Both of the current pastors are from the UK and were really cool, down-to-earth guys. I like the vision and ministry philosophy of being authentic and relational and missional. I'll probably visit there this Sunday to experience more what it's really like. They share a building with a Missionary Fellowship African-American church who hold their services first. I'm thinking about going a little early to check that one out too. :)

School is in

2009-08-24T15:06:00.000-04:00

I spent this morning at New Student Orientation meeting all the other seminary newbies, professors, staff members, and other random people who's names I've already forgotten. Amidst all the info they dumped on us, I was most keenly atuned to the libarian who reminded us that these aren't undergraduate courses. I shouldn't be doing the minimum about of research that my paper requires. I'm excited...and terrified by this prospect. That's part of why I came back to school, to be challenged to think deeply about questions and issues. But I rest in the confidence that whatever they'll ask us to do, they'll also prepare us to do.

The last item of the day was an English Bible exam. It doesn't count for anything more than to give them an idea of where we're starting from. We'll take it again before graduation to see how far we've come. I think the idea is basically to humble the prideful and teach you how much you don't really know. I'm hoping I at least broke 50%.

My courses start on Wednesday morning with Introduction to Pastoral & Theological Studies. My professor for this course is a young guy from Scotland who has only been here in the States only 7 months. Moreso than the theology, I think I'm looking forward to his accent. :) Thursday evening I have my Archaeology of the Bible class with a professor who wrote one of the textbooks. Then next Tuesday rounds out my schedule with Gospels in the morning and Systematic Theology 1 (which includes Scripture, Theology Proper, and Anthropology) in the evening.

The new pad is a townhouse with 2 other guys only about 2 miles from campus. I have the one bedroom and bathroom on the first floor while they each have a bedroom and share a bathroom upstairs. The kitchen/dining/living room area is nice and open, though pretty bare at the moment. We still need to raid craig's list for some furniture. I finally met my other roommate, Nate, who's from the Raleigh area, but has been in the entertainment industry in LA for the past 9 years. I'm sure the three of us will get along fine and have many late night theological discussions.

Advice for shopaholics (part 2)

2009-08-24T14:50:00.000-04:00

I realized there was one tip that I forgot that I remind myself of all the time so I need to add it in...

need

want

On Sunday, the pastor defined contentment as knowing the difference between wants and needs. Paul writes, "I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want." I wonder if part of that secret of contentment involves an understanding of our heavenly citizenship and the temporal nature of our belongings. Never hear about that in a marketing campaign.

Advice for shopaholics

2009-08-21T13:03:00.000-04:00

In this time of financial ambiguity everyone's offering their top 10 ways to save money and whatnot, so I thought I'd chime in with my own helpful tips for those avid shoppers out there. Here's my top 5 practical suggestions on how to spend less money when you go shopping:

Don't go shopping - Not so obvious for some.
Make a list, and if it's not on the list, don't buy it - Determine ahead of time what you really need and stick to it. Don't let slick advertising or point-of-purchase marketing convince you into buying something you don't need. Carry your list in your hand as a reminder, if it goes in the cart, it better already be on the list.
Don't bring extra money "just in case" - These days it's a tough suggestion to shop with cash, but it really will force you to think about how much you're spending. Determine how much you're willing to spend ahead of time, then only bring that much. That'll keep you from extra frivilous purchases that you don't really need.
Get in and out; don't browse - For all those window shoppers out there, it's way too easy to convince yourself you need something when the sale tag is staring you in the face. Sales are made for suckers. Reality check: you don't need it, you just want it. Refer to #2.
Seriously, reread #1 - Find a hobby that doesn't require you to go out and spend money. If you're lamenting that you don't have enough money to go shopping, it's probably because you've spent it all shopping. Then when you really do need something, you don't have money because you've spent it all on stuff you didn't need but couldn't resist.

Providence

2009-08-20T10:57:00.000-04:00

The downside of giving away almost everything you own is that when you move into a new place you have to buy it all back. As discouraging as it is watching money fly out of my accounts, God's provision comes as a welcome blessing. Yesterday morning I thought (again) that I need to be more trusting of God by taking my little requests to Him, so I tossed out one of those unexpectant prayers asking for furniture for our new place, especially a bed, since I've been sleeping on the floor the past two nights. Well driving home from Walmart yesterday, what to my wondering eyes should appear but a queen sized mattress and boxspring on the curb waiting for the dump truck. The owners were more than generous allowing me to take it home and even invited me back for their yard sale in a few weeks. Sure it's old and torn in a few places, but it's a mattress, it doesn't smell like cat pee, and it's my answer to prayer!

Welcome to Charlotte

2009-08-18T20:23:00.000-04:00

Getting adjusted to Charlotte feels a little like adjusting to life in Namibia...but only a little. Probably only in the sense of getting adjusted to any new place. There's different grocery stores here and it’s hard to find different stores because they’re tucked back in shopping plazas and there’s greenery everywhere so you can’t always see the signs. I almost missed Wal-mart because there were too many trees…a Wal-mart! But I’m starting to learn the streets thanks to Google Maps and free Wi-Fi at Panera. How did we ever get by before the internet? I certainly don’t remember.

I arrived at my apartment on Monday, but haven’t really started moving in yet because my roommates haven’t arrived. I visited campus for the first time today (after driving right by it because I didn’t see the sign). I got the tour and met a whole bunch of people, some students taking summer Greek, some of my professors. One perk of being here a week before classes is I beat everyone to the textbooks in the library. I found more than half of what’s on my reading list for the semester. I would get a head start on them if I weren’t already so engrossed in Shadow of the Almighty that I picked up in at a used bookstore in Milwaukee. It’s the biography of Jim Elliot, a missionary to the tribes of Ecuador who was martyred for his faith when he was 28 years old. He’s long been an inspiration of mine and I highly recommend the book so far.

So after my first full day in Charlotte, I’ll hold off on my judgment for now. It’s certainly not love at first sight, but I think I could get used to it.

Quote of the Day

2009-08-15T23:09:00.000-04:00

"Father, make of me a crisis man. Bring those I contact to decision. Let me not be a milepost on a single road; make me a fork, that men must turn one way or another on facing Christ in me."

~ Jim Elliot from Shadow of the Almighty